[1]
"Hello?"
Date: May 29, 2002
I said I’d do anything for you
Give up the world if you want me to
You said: "I do"
You said: "There's only one thing I need"
"Give up your life for me"
And I said: "Gladly"
Can you see me? See me standing here.
Is there where I'm supposed to be?
I will try to...try to bide my time and wait faithfully
'till you come for me
But where are you?
Are you coming soon?
I feel like I need you.
I said I'd love you until the end, if only you'd be my friend
You said you'd never leave me
You said: "Will you follow me anywhere?"
"Take up my cross to bear?"
And I said: "Gladly"
Can you hear me? Are you near me?
Too much is tempting me
Are you coming soon?
I feel like I need you.
[2]
"Left"
Date: Jun 18, 2002
Waited again today for you to call
It's been a while since I heard anything at all
I keep wondering: Was it something I did or didn't say?
To make you turn and walk away?
Before I knew you life was fine, if lonely
Why me? Why couldn't you let me be?
Now, when I close my eyes, your face is all I see
How did I let you capture me?
Your silence is telling me things have grown old
But how can that be when I still smell you in my clothes?
What was that look in your eyes when you kissed me that day?
I thought I was something more than a game to play
I tried to be things that weren't me
To please you
To appease you
And appeal to your crooked sense of morality
I can almost hear you say, "Silly girl, she wants me."
And if you're wondering - it's true.
But I can definitely live without you.
